Thursday, November 10, 2016

my scream when calc can't even get you out of it

I thought I could end you easily
between the happy smiles and the laughs which hurt the stomach
the caring friends with the hugs which shared along
slowly uplifting my spirit, my confidence, my belief that I don’t need you

but it’s all gone when you sit next to me
gone, a thousand times g o n e
the smiles that blind the eyes
or the way my name rolls from your tongue

that’s how I fail myself
the strong façade, the merciless personality, the independent vibe
gone within the second you call my name
within the second you laugh at my sarcastic remarks
filling the ears with such exciting melody
with enormous emotions
which drop the stomach in millisecond
sink the heart into the ocean of messy confusion

s
   i
        n
               k
                        oh the
                            feelingim holding
                                                in

by the time I’m done with the high fly music
to help the eyes pretending the goofy traits
the blanket wraps my body
holding every piece of it which will drop
by the time the lights off
the darkness sip
and my mind screams
o darling, I miss you

I miss us

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